fear
I’m so tired of the fearful person that you made me. I don’t like to say that I regret actions of the past, but I AM SCARED, to be vulnerable because of you. It doesn’t make me an independent or “strong” girl. It make me a girl with a wall around me. I can’t blame you, but you are a HUGE part of it, and I can’t deny that. But why am I changed from it?!
Oh yeah.. you’re a boy
Hello love, I’d like you to write me letters, like these, love letters, I want a love that is epic and random and beautiful and spectacular and simple. I’m not sure if I want it with you. No. I’m not sure that you can provide it. But that’s okay, for now, at least. I love you, darling.








